After many years that I am already on this unfortunate planet, I understood finally that no one has been able to understand and know me. People around me – included those who I already knew for decades – are definitely not able to understand and know myself as a person, as if I am not only an alien (that indeed it’s what really I am), but also as if I speak another completely different and unknown language on Earth and my appearance is far different from any kind of person or animal known on this planet.
I do not know if it’s because these people are actually beings of the Matrix, therefore they are not only non-sentient, but also pre-programmed to act like “forever strangers” toward me, which is very likely the most probable explanation… But this situation is quite annoying to live in.
In the end, you’re very tired of all that. Because not only you have to protect and defend yourself continuously from the infinite attacks and threats of the Reptilian hybrids who surround you in your daily life posing as “sister”, “brother”, “father”, “mother”, “classmates” and so on and on… But you’re estranged as well by everyone else, just because these ones are pre-programmed Matrix’s people to act as strangers toward you, even if you know them theoretically till their childhood!
You have to know that, even if I am an Extraterrestrial, I am required to act and behave as a common human being on this planet. Even now, that I know who I am, what I should do, etc, I must behave like any other normal human, concealing my true identity and my activity to everyone. This is one of the most important requirements of a cover-up: since you’re disguised, you have to behave and act exactly as you are supposed to behave, no more no less. When you’re with others beware of your words and actions; when you’re alone beware of your thoughts. This is a teaching of an old wise buddhist master that resumes exactly what a cover-up agent should do. And by the way, exactly for this reason, in order to help you to be more credible in your disguise, at least during the first two stages of your lifetime here, you have to live in an “inactivated form”, which means that, for at least the first 2-3 decades of your earthly life, you haven’t any kind of idea of who you are really and instead you are convinced to be a completely normal terrestrial human being among other billions of humans on Earth. If you believe in God, you can think that he manufactured your soul before this life and then he sent you here on this world… If you believe in reincarnation, you can think that in your previous lifetime you could have been another human or maybe an animal… If you believe in nothing and therefore unfortunately you embrace the materialistic-mechanistic cult of the New technocratic-totalitarian World Order imposed by the Satanist Dark Élite, which is longing for the spiritual death and the mass-extintion of humanity (like their leader Schwab recently openly claimed, when he told: “Only the mass extintion will save ‘us’…”, obviously referring with “us” to “them”, i.e. the Élite), of course you believe you are one among the crowd, who has been born, now is living and soon or later will die, without any kind of reason or purpose at all, in a totally casual world ruled by chaos and casuality under the umbrella of the newtonian laws of physics (no matter if it means that you’re stuck in a vision of reality based on the backwarded scientific discoveries of a guy that lived 3 centuries ago…).
Based on the background provided by your family and your “education” system, as well as the society in which you lived, i.e. based on the level of brainwashing you have been subjected by the Draconian system that ruled this unfortunate world for millennia till today, in the first stages of your lifetime, these could have been the consensus reality to whom you had to join… Untill, at a certain point, you must be woken up.
And as you know, there are several ways to wake up. You can wake up gently, with the singing of the birds early in the morning… You can wake up roughly, with the awful noise of an alam-clock, when you’re rushing for going to work or to school… But you can also wake up traumatically, like the day after hangover, with bucket of cold water thrown to your face.
Usually, these are the types of “waking up” which follow the so called activation process of a star seed: the more underdeveloped your state was during the inactive-dormant stage of life, the more traumatic the activation and awakening process is. Normally, for a person with a materialistic type of mindset, the activation requires an introductory phase of spiritual training resulting from an “epiphany”, i.e. an event extraordinary in its nature and/or highly traumatic, which completely collapses all your previous belief or non-belief systems in a few moments. The need for a spiritual training that derives from it will lead the subject to make a long journey, often lasting years or decades, aimed at dismantling the curtain of ignorance imposed through the mechanistic materialistic brainwashing promoted by the Draconian “education” system. During that training, usually a previously completely lost star seed, experiences the so called dark night of the soul, a really painful existencial crisis from whom he/she can come out only through the complete purification of the wrong views ripened in the early stages of his/her earthly life. This can be actually the most painful and difficult process to go through for a star seed and usually it is designed only for those envoyees who completely lost their path.
Unfortunately enough, this was what happened to me, as a consequence for the losses I suffered due to the excessive traumas I received while in the hands of the Reptilians in the first 2 decades of my life, during which, sadly, I had lost tracks of my mentors and therefore also the connection with my true inner nature.
Even if a star seed does not remember at a conscious level who he/she is, at least he/she still has a strong inner compass, which functions at a subconscious level and tells him/her what to do, what to believe or not to believe, who he/she has to follow and what kind of choices he/she should do in life. Unfortunately when the misdirection suffered by the deceiving operations carried out by the opponents is very strong and the damages reported are too severe, even the most prepared benevolent ET agent can be defeated and therefore he/she can loose his/her inner compass, with the final result to loose him/herself.
In this case, the awakening, however traumatic or painful it may be in the beginning, is indeed a blessing. And I am really grateful to have received it, no matter what. I cannot imagine how my life could have become without it… Very likely I would have died.
However, things have turned in the right way, thanks to my mentors and my supervisors, who retrieved me and decided to intervene thankfully!
Anyhow, they told me clean clear that actually I am not out of danger yet… And this is due to the fact that I am still immersed into the Matrix and its fake beings… Which manage to attack and damage me in every possible way or to act as if I am a total stranger even if they appearently know me till childhood.
To all these beings and to whom rules them I tell: you can fake not to know me and you can also try to damage me materially, physically or financially since verbally and mentally you are not able do nothing as I am immune from that kind of low level kind of attacks… But listen, I want you to know clean clear that I know who you are, I know what you want to do, I know where you come from and the more damages, attacks, threats and retaliations you’ll do from now on, you’ll be seen, reported and subdued to the due countermeasures by my supervisors, i.e. by the ones which sent me here with the purpose to look at you and your conduct in this world through my own eyes, which are one of the eyes’ witnesses of the entire Galaxy and the good side of the Universe, the side who is fighting for the tree of life and for the freedom of the inner and outer evolution of all true sentient beings, against the darkness, the curse of slavery and the hellish nightmare of the inner/outer Death-cult you’re worshipping in spite of all others and yourself either. Know that, because soon we’ll take you and we’ll send you to your own fate.

(Sill Tarenis)