I was born in a family of monsters. I lived in a society of monsters. And in the end I am been constantly in danger to become a monster too. Or at least to loose my mind. Maybe forever. This has been my worst fear and nightmare in this lifetime. (S. T.)

I am an Arcturian star seed and a benevolent ET hybrid with a mixed ET DNA whose strains were appropriately chosen, when my body was conceived in my ET fathers’ off-planet lab, in order to give me the adequate tools that I needed to fulfill my mission once here on Earth as an ET operative sent by the Galactic Council in human disguise.
Unfortunately, merely by mistake I was born in a family of Reptilian hybrids, after been hijacked during the process of my last reincarnation (technically called “sending”) on Earth by the Regressive ETs. I reicarnated in the wrong family whose members were not star seeds, but common people with low levels of self awareness and a troubled family story (mainly due to WW2). In the country where I was born as earthling, star seeds are really rare and most of them are there for mistake, because the Cabbal rules everything in that area and it does not allow anybody to infiltrate in its remotely controlled restricted society. This country in fact was chosen by the cabbal at the end of WW2 as a “testing area” for extensive social experiments, like many other countries which lost the WW and ended in the hand of US dominion as American satellite states, since United States, by winning the war, became in fact the major economical and political venue of the Cabbal.

After the hijacking, I had the opportunity to withdrawn from the mission, i.e. to be aborted and to come back to my ET parents and fellows, but for some reasons with which I no longer agree now, I decided, against the indications and suggestions of my mothers and fathers, to keep going. This required my friends EBENS and Emerthers of the Council of Five (called “Gardeners” due to their biogenetic and botany expertise) to do some genetical adjustment in order to allow the compatibility between me and my Earth breeder, which was able in this way to bear the pregnancy till the end. Unfortunately, by going outside the Galactic Council plans, I was tracked and hijacked by the Reptilians and their allies, which were (and still are) my nemesis since long time ago. At the age of 2 the Cabbal managed to replace my mother with a reptilian shapeshifters and at the age of 5 they kidnapped my father, soul-scalped him and replaced his consciousness with a skin-walker demon under their command. Together my parents started to torture me since the age of 5. They also tried to kill me several times pretending it was an incident or a sickness. They also drugged and poisoned me almost daily for years during my childhood and teenage, making me constantly sick and/or drunk. They also closed me into an hospice in my teen by paying some corrupted doctors which used me as a Guinea-pig for their pharmaceutical experiments. After almost 3 years of experiments, they released me and the torture continued at home through the hands of my “parents”. My father tried to manage another long time hospitalization paying a big bribe to another corrupted doctor, this time with the aim to shut me into the hospice for the rest of my life when I was just 18 y.o. But the law prevented him to do that and surprisingly enough my mother opposed to this decision, maybe because it was too risky for them (they had to go against the law, therefore they were in danger to be exposed or reported by someone) and since I was severely suffering from suicidal thoughts due to PTSD, she believed I was going to take my life away soon. But I resisted and it did not happen.

That’s why they welcomed at their home – where unfortunately I had to live – hosting him for 7 years, a parasitic individual, a sociopath with an attitude to violence (especially sexual violence), sadism, pyromania, sex and drug addiction. I was firstly encouraged and then forced to start and continue a “relationship” with him: actually I had been his sexual slave for years, being constantly raped, bullied, humuliated, threatened and sometimes beaten. Essentially they (my “parents”) decided to delegate my torturing to a lieutenant, maybe because they were aging and they did not feel strong enough to do it by their own. Very likely their lieutenant was a reptilian hybrid too. His facial morphogenic charapteristics indeed confirmed this fact.
In this way the Cabbal used my earthly parents to subdue me to MKhultra, which was pretty used and widespread in those years, especially in US’s society and within the population of the so called “testing areas”. But I survived all the attacks and therefore my reptilian mother was enraged with me very badly all the time due to my great resilience. She had the order to eliminate me, but she failed and she had to stay here on this planet for long to play the role of housewife, which she hated. Therefore she was very angry with me. She always yelled at me “Why don’t you die?! Why didn’t you die?!”.

When I met my spiritual master, he had been the first one to help me to face all those adversities. He managed to save me, but unfortunately he was already old and he passed away few years after. But he did more than I imagined at that time, as I found out later. Eventually both my “parents” passed away (I think they were withdrawn by the Royal Reptilians at a certain point after they failed their “mission” to destroy and/or eliminate me) and then my ET friends came down to fix my subtile body, because it was badly damaged by all the nefarious interventions of the Reptilians and their emissaries.

But unfortunately I am not out of danger yet, because my earthly brothers are actually Matrix’s puppets and having lived in a “family” that kept me prisoner and totally isolated from anyone else, I have no friends or trusted people around. Nor I am free yet to the influence of all the robots, the remotedly controlled souless clones and the reptilian hybrids around, which are the majority of population where I live and they can be used at any time to eliminate me. Almost all the people around me are part of the Matrix and therefore they can be used as tools by the Cabbal to damage me or to kill me, if needed, at any time. Casualities like malicious car accidents, sudden lethal aggressions, unexplained disappearances and murderous raptuses without apparent reasons can be very common into the testing areas. I suspect also that the city where I live is fake, it actually doesn’t exist or its population had been replaced entirely with NPCs at a certain point.

Last year I visited the town cemetery and I discovered that between the years 2010 and nowadays there has been a peak of deaths among young people and adults, compared to the previous trend which saw elderlies as the most common cemetery users . The cremation of corpses and the dispersion of the ashes is encouraged for space reasons and new burial areas have been built. The local cemetery literally overflows with young deads, which now occupy essentially the most part of it. I do not think this is a coincidence, but I am convinced that the two phenomena (the large presence of NPCs in this town and the massive dies of most of its population, especially young people) are strictly related.

Till some months ago, I would not have disclosed these things anywhere, but now, I feel like I have no more anything to lose and things should come out and known as much as possible. To me this is the only way to ease the Matrix’s shut down and to be freed as soon as possible.

I know that many people do not know or do not understand what terms like Matrix, simulation, NPCs, matrixed or soulless people, skinwalkers, walk-ins and reptilian hybrids mean. Therefore I will explain better in details those elements in my next articles.

(Sill Tarenis)